It’s my birthday :D
Every time I try to let someone in they do at least one of three things.
2. Fuck me over
3. Give up on me
I don’t not “let” anyone love me. That’s all on your own terms. You either do or do not love me, whether that’s as a friend or more. It’s not a matter of whether I “let” you do anything, it’s a matter of if you find me to be worth enough to stay.
Everyone that I let in, either runs away or just disappear.
You don’t get to be my friend then just go away.
You don’t get to make me care about you then just forget about me.
I don’t want that anymore. I want something new.
Midnight thoughts (I won’t do this again)
This is the worst!
It’s funny that now you want to spend time with me instead of sitting on your phone.
Now that you had him and now that he’s gone.